Thicket 3

Thicket 3
12” x 9”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

Lefty Quartet

Boy in Hat
12” x 9”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

In the Storm, a Maiden Cradles the Goose
12” x 9”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

Boy Shepherd Returns with Lamb
12” x 9”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

Young Widow
12” x 9”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

Stricken Part 4B

B. Thickets

[I wholeheartedly recommend Pope Leo’s Encyclical Letter Magnifica Humanitas: On Safeguarding the Human Person in the Time of Artificial Intelligence, which outlines in depth the Church’s positions on the new technologies and their impacts. I thought overall the transmission’s spiritual approach and emphasis was powerful and refreshing, and was impressed by the acuity and range of its analysis. — PJM]

Aaaaaaaand just like THAT, Trumpo the Magnificent hosts the Titans of Tech at the White House and grants them impunity, pronouncing that.we will trust them to self-regulate AI. Next day, Department of War dude Pete Hegseth assigns immigrant Top Doge Elon the mission of futurizing the American martial machine, during a macho rant that platformed the collapse of church-state-industry separation in our democratic OS. Meanwhile, POTUS defies a court order granting press access to the administration, amidst s scandal breaking over the illegal allocation of millions in public funds to a pro-Trump ad buy. The rigging of November’s midterm elections appears to be falling short for a GOP hoping to maintain congressional majorities. Vague and/or explicit threats of interventions in the upcoming elections, veiled as hypotheticals, are being floated by the White House. Will Trump/Markwayne Mullin/Homan/Patel deploy ICE and other DHS/Fed agents to polling centers? Will the Insurrection Act/Martial Law be invoked? Chaos, corruption and complicity are the In-Name-Only (INO) American republic’s status quo. Health care costs are skyrocketing. Homeless encampments abound. The USA is mired in the seventh month of the war with Iran (and Israel), with no end in sight. Household costs (food, gas, etc.) are through the roof. Climate-affected disasters, grid and network disruption abound. Weirdness and the macabre proliferate, exacerbated by an immense profusion of AI-enabled slop and real fake news. Today I happened across a documentary on Freud’s double nephew Bernays and the phenomenal ascension of propaganda in the 20th Century (Hedges and Chomsky were among the commenters). After 100+ years of manufacturing falsehood, using the most advanced technology/science on our collective psyche, the liar elite themselves are confounded, unhinged, demented, adrift in a sea of untruth.

Art, however, proposes a different truth, one that is inherent, recognizable, like a color to the eye or frequency to the ear [Recommend Kieślowski's Three Colors trilogy.]. Art exposes truth as truth. My favorite treatise on the subject is Hegel’s breakdown of the stakes in the introduction to the Phenomenology of the Mind/Spirit. Falsifying art is called forgery, and as a subject fake art has longevity. [Recommend Soderburgh’s recent film fable The Christophers.] To what can we attribute the popular fascination with the confidence grift in the art world? Forgery is only one flavor of scam, among many. Is it the same level of interest we see for similar con games elsewhere? I think so. The key ingredients seem to be snobbery, fuck-you money, glam-sexy characters and luxe locations — never the banal stuff of mega-wealth accumulation or the incendiary taboo of its confiscation and redistribution. Art’s relation to truth is special, on par with science and law, as both a philosophical and practical matter. Philosophically, the concern is ethical. Practically, the issue is authenticity, which connects a maker to a specific outcome. Both highlight the socially desirable quality of accountability, and, in turn, both allude to the cultivation of virtuosity inherent in aesthetic attribution. Understanding the mechanics of the constructive process, we can see how over time — absent war, plague, tyranny, and so on — the craft of art, the artistry, improves. Also, we can see how the Enlightenment notion of genius is rehabilitated. The lens of comparison is not necessarily a front for Social Darwinism. One who stands out among those represented in a sample set also does not out of hand deserve to be a target of bile from a mediocre mob. Improvisation and innovation are associated with genius, a term which has fallen to disfavor since the 60s. “Creativity” has supplanted the assignation of super-talented/-gifted/-intelligent/etc. Artist has been replaced with “maker,” studio with “lab” or “space,” and so on. The Redefinition of art coincides with the reorientation or -assignment of genius to the “Super Intelligent” machine, which is, for now, composed of hardware, software and wetware (us). A global referendum is taking shape, on the existential risks to humanity created by AI. Trump’s non-interventionist stance evokes “full steam ahead” or “drill baby drill” positions typical of weak-government/pro-business extremists.

Are we at last seeing the result of a determined effort to subjugate and sublimate art to the will and whims of the latest iteration of the ruling class? They undoubtedly entertain astonishingly presumptuous fabulist pretensions foe their enterprise. Thiel’s antichrist fixation, for instance. Extra-national/state-subordinate smart cities. Techn-enabled immortality or serial corporeal mind implants, ad infinitum. There have to be dangerous blind spots in their meddling with the god/nature/mankind/universe continuum, right? What if a genius/sentient computer determines the protocols of art-making apply to a systematic campaign of anthrocide? The robo-pocalypse haunts futurism. The Singularity is the post-contemporary bogeyman. For us geezer-nerds, the-end-of-man/rise-of-machines is a commonplace sci-fi theme. War of the Worlds, The Day the Earth Stood Still. Blade Runner, Terminator, Matrix, Megan… Ok, that last one is a stretch. I just adore her killer dance. But you get the picture. Doomsday arrives and it manifests as a mechanized humanoid. Aside: did you know that Leonardo da Vinci designed a robot? The “training” of AI in art has proved controversial, due to the rebellion of artists objecting to the harvesting of vast quantities of digitized artworks by the teams of AI engineers, academics, industrialists, etc., for use in their various projects. For a little background, I’ve been studying the study of creativity for twenty years, and how the industry-driven research manifests throughout the attention economy. To summarize, my goal initially was to be an informed citizen, simply put. Beyond this, in the pursuit of excellence in the burgeoning field of multimedia in the 90s and 2000s, I had become aware of a cultural dimension or seam that hummed with energy. Through collective art production I discovered ways to tap into that power. It was so exciting! Integrating 2D and 3D (traditional) art with music, photography, installation, digital design, ceramics, fabrics, film and video, animation became possible, when the composition of all the elements conformed to concept that was broadly appealing on a basic human level. Together, we found that the most challenging material yielded the best results, and that the well of content was limitless. We also learned the limits of limitlessness.

By accident, more or less, I was made privy to the unbelievably powerful movement to confiscate civilization, which of course entailed neutering democracy, co-opting art, thoroughly obliterating dissent, etc.,etc., etc. I’ve done my best to be on the side of right throughout. It’s difficult, since the conflict is 4 DIMENSIONAL+, and “side” is an obsolete framing, a binary/2D reduction of a hopelessly complicated and convoluted problem set. Hindsight adds perspective to experience. My spirit animal is John Henry, a legendary figure in the Appalachia of my youth. At critical junctures, my collaborators and I achieved the artistic equivalent of the pilot soaring above the clouds, glimpsing heaven/the stars, the curvature of the earth. In the process of rising and falling in a vertical hierarchy, one develops an appreciation that encompasses horizontality, the people, places and things that comprise the experiential plane. To revisit those elements via memory is to acknowledge the once-off nature of events, how we reassemble the past as a montage, mosaic or quilt, according to our biases or preferences. I realized in the post-contemporary era, it behooved one to juxtapose human or creative memory with both the computer and corporate versions. We can skip past the computer sort, which in the technical aspect is fairly perfunctory, after noting the ease with which it can be erased, permanently, and how much human knowledge has been converted to some form of digitized version, stored metaphorically in a database or virtual archive. In the Cloud, LOL. And how fragile these increasingly enormous and grandiose databanks and libraries of silicon, 0s and1s are, actually, how impermanent they are, how vulnerable they are to hacks, attacks, censorship, gatekeeping… How the consolidation of the world’s information under the auspices of a few mega-corporations, acting as a supra-consortium or -syndicate, is omnivorously impoverishing and immiserating 99% of us, to frame it in OWS terminology. Right now, we are witness to the most comprehensive assault on memory in human history. Without memory, art ceases to exist. Memory creates meaning, which creates one form of value, and currency, which is time-based, an event, both personal and collective. Which brings us at length to the juxtaposition of our (human) memory to the artificial personhood’s. The corporation’s memory has one purpose, and one purpose only: to serve the interest of the shareholder; and to oppose (suppress, undermine, contradict…) any actual memory that puts the corporation and the people it protects at risk for liability. The corruption of memory by no means began with modern corporations (1825) — that practice is ancient, traceable to the Church and kingdoms — they ((corporations) have undertaken its (the corruption/confiscation/commodification/weaponization of memory) optimization, and unfortunately for us all, have by now, in 2026, largely succeeded.

[The images and video were taken during the installation and opening reception for my MFA thesis exhibition “CONTENT” at Claremont Graduate University in 2008. On the walls are adhesive cut vinyl art. The show also included a portfolio of 11” x 17” Pattern prints, an Op-Feek (optical feedback) array, videos, animations and surveillance equipment displayed on monitors or projected. The CONTENT series was presented at CGU, in two parts at Art For Humans Gallery Chinatown and at Yarger|Strauss Contemporary Art in Beverly Hills. You can review more documentation at AFH Flickr and YouTube.]

thicket 2

THICKET #2
12”x 9”
Ink and Watercolor on Paper
2026
$250

companion

COMPANION
9” x 12”
Watercolor on paper
2026
$250

thicket

THICKET
12” x 9“
Ink on paper
2026
$250

NOTES

The cinematic backdrop for today’s second painting session was Goddard’s Film Socialisme.

passenger

THE PASSENGER
12” x 9“
Ink on paper
2026
$250

NOTES

The backdrop for today’s first painting session was Michelangelo Antonioni’s The Passenger, which stars Jack Nicholson and Maria Schneider. What a remarkable film!

Boy with Guitar

BOY WITH GUITAR (Frankie)
12” x 9”
Watercolor on paper
2026
$250

Before Sunrise

in the wee hours
before sunrise —
skin on skin
spooning, breathing
we are stirring —
first me, then her
under a blanket
of bones
on a mossy, solitary
riverbank, not far
beyond the city walls
the night of inky blue
moon risen & gone
— in the frosty air
she and I clinging
to one another, close
drifting through
the fleeting magic
enjoining dreaming
with this new day
telling secrets
in hushed tones
being entwined
& silly, in love
black waters bubbling,
splashing over rounded
stone — in due time
behold! the dawn chorus

Stricken Part 4A

Dreams
by Langston Hughes
Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.
Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

A. Void Visitor

[Recap] When I started writing Stricken, I envisioned an account of stroke survival. Things, as they are wont to do, veered sidewise. In the closing sections of Part 3, “stricken” assumes a variant referential meaning. The shift in focus initiates a dimensional reflection on erasure, stuff being stricken from the record, as it were. The subject, an existential one, can be approached from any number of directions. Death and memory, absence or impermanence, temporality and transition, states of being, ideal form… Philosophy, broadly, poses and and seeks to answer questions we have about the residue of action, in tandem with ethics, presumably to incentivize generally desirable behavior. The imagination becomes a means for the modeling of reality, by prioritizing and directing our engagements in life, honing the mind to govern doing. Where we are picking up the thread is beyond these foundational concerns. Stricken addresses aggression against the archive, against historical accuracy, representation, the real, authenticity… Forceful negation being exerted on the pressure points through which consciousness flows toward movement, activity that effects change.

I come to the project primarily through art, but my perspective is colored by an appreciation for oral tradition, and a primitive regard for the conductive properties of dreaming. Art talk and dreams play a substantial role in my art life, which is true for many others, expressing themselves through a tremendous variety of genres and eras, all over the place. I’m coy above, to call dreaming “conductive.” The implication is that dreams deliver something from somewhere to here. What do I know? It’s true that for decades, since my early 20s, I have sought to satisfy my curiosity on the topic. What conclusions have I reached? Why, none at all! And I’m not alone in my ambivalence. No consensus exists on the phenomenon of dreaming, what it means or does. Dream analysis is ancient, and new theories about its meaning, function and value sprout up all the time, to this day. Oneirology is a fascinating field of study, associating the unconscious (Jung, Freud) with symptomatic physiology (e.g., REM). Whether or not dreaming conforms to any logic or causality, or evades the proof rationality demands, we (humans) refuse to fully marginalize it in an increasingly mechanized and secular world. Collectively, we do wonder about the latest technologies, however. Because we’re alternately thrilled and terrified by the prospects of enlightened, sentient robots, we ask if the advanced systems are self-aware, and moreover, are these thing-beings dreaming? This bizarre transference, shifting our age-old fascination with dreams to humanoid contraptions, I think is exceedingly weird. Art, strangely enough, makes the conundrum of machine dreaming preposterous. Plenty of people appear to accept AI-generated content as art. This is also baffling to me. Dreams and art share an intractable commonality with respect to origination, which evades definition in the formality of language. The poetic and technical aspects of both are fodder for perpetual discourse and innovation, yes, but ultimately wordplay does not meet the challenge. The symbolic is a by-product of their convergence, but a painting cannot only be a symbol of some other thing. Art persists as itself.

In 2026, the pressure on our creative faculties is astounding and disturbing. Authoritarianism decides what is permissible to dream, create and discuss. In the maximally complex post-contemporary society, there are an infinite number of ways to impinge on expression. Power/wealth asymmetry and the organized surveillance/enforcement networks unleash an increasingly robust apparatus for interrupting the conceptual-expressive process. It’s a hybridized, dimensional phenomenon, that can yet be traced and apprehended by a normal citizen, with a rudimentary education and limited access to information. The Net in America for the moment allows a user to obtain a working historical knowledge of what’s what quickly, though malevolent misinformation and fakery abound. The most recent celebrated case of outright censorship involves billionaire Robert Kraft and a cabal of stadium owners, the media (all), and a handful of international pop music performers. The central issues of infringement on Constitutionally protected free speech are in play. This is an important opportunity to correct course on the degradation of American democracy. Already clear is the incredibly potent rapid-response of the key players, including massive cross-sector corporate damage control operations, implicating a foreign government (Israel). The timing is critical. American midterm elections are barely two months away. Public backlash against the Zionist lobby for Israel is accelerating. Trump and Netanyahu (the Israeli PM) are controversially speaking at the United Nations, while thousands protest outside. Social media platforms are pushing narratives that diverge wildly from messaging on legacy or “mainstream” platforms, and the former is moving the needle more than the latter. M-/Billions of dollars are at stake. The consumer creative industrial complex is exposed, and its ugliness is linkable to the contingent domains of pro sports, government subsidies, talent agencies and Wall St.

The entertainment sector intermixes the business and pleasure of the luxe and popular classes, as none other can. “Entertainment” is becoming fungible, like speech and money. Hollywood’s Dream Machine has metastasized, consuming practically all aspects of human life, our culture, private lives, community rituals, even our reproduction. Baudrillard’s analysis of hyperreality is a perfunctory vision, in the rearview mirror. The profuse radicalism of the Continental Theorists, Frankfurt School and ‘68ers seems quaintly decrepit in 2026. Stardom itself has spawned a perspectival deluge, a mimetic pandemic , a state of dramatic becoming being performed 24/7/365 all over the world by any- and everyone with a fast internet/social media connection, a camera, microphone and idea. The fourth wall has dissolved, and the formula life=art has manifested. The fleeting sensation of euphoria has evaporated, exposing the vast panopticon constructed to contain billions of lives and dreams to facilitate the wholesale suck of value and meaning from them. Parallel to this plantation model, an artificial and symbolic idealization of society is erected, a projection of impossible, irrational promise. The multimedia spectacle competition-lottery, promulgating the myths of talent, meritocracy, heroes and villains, in a miasma of sex and sparkling fashion.

Take the extreme financialization of youth sports in the USA, From this phenomenon, we can access an emergent networked global pro athletics schema linked by money/media/power to industrial gambling consortia, apparel giants and syndicated education, etc. The extraordinary concentration and integration of existence into an omni-market is revolutionary. The professionalization and/or privatization of culture coincides with the general trend of monopolization/absorption across all sectors in society since the eighties at least. Elitism has been rehabilitated through effective aspirational marketing. The top 1% — musicians, artists, athletes — are fabulously compensated, and in turn are expected to conform to the rapacious program of K-shaped post-capitalistic economy. Failure to do so can result in immediate cancellation by owners, consortiums, compliant press etc.

POTUS last week banned several major journalistic outfits from White House access, then promptly launched a state media channel for disseminating curated content, Trump’s “greatest hits.” One of the clever obscurations in the affair involves the blurring of distinctions among domains of public interest and exchange, all of which rely on trust, reciprocation and fulfillment on promise. These “spaces” include speech, commerce, politics and entertainment, all of which the President considers himself to be a master of, an all-time great. America elected this man to its highest office not once, but twice. To understand how and why requires a massive and thorough, dimensional and historical examination of the phenomenal/manufactured perfect storm that brought DJT to Amerca’s highest office…two times… This cringey project is worthwhile, in my estimation, only if it results in immediate corrective action. I recognize that he proposition frankly is absurd, a fool’s errand, Quixotic, because, as we know, the resources to mount such an effort no longer are democratically available. Furthermore, a devastatingly efficient campaign is underway to replace humanity’s ability to pursue an understanding of itself, and exercise that comprehension kinetically. So, what’s the point, man?

As an artist, I don’t have to have one, LOL. Art has been categorically dismissed on the basis of utility for centuries on semantic grounds. Let’s lean into that sentiment. The proponents of uselessness for art unsurprisingly have served at the discretion of monarchs, religions and states for command and control of the many by the few. There’s a fine line dividing the non-essential/utile thing and its complicity in a post-imperial/colonial/feudal revival. Art emerged over time as a vital indicator of the health of a society’s free speech ecosystem. The superiority posture of the wordist over the artist dates to Plato at least — an oddity, since the former’s contingency on the latter’s autonomy is elemental to functional democracy. The computer reduces both to zeroes and ones, which themselves are key to arithmetic and algebra, and — need it be said? —the forging of civilization from whatever preceded it. Now, the big question in the back of everyone’s mind is What survives civilization’s collapse? Bezos, Musk, et al., as we noted, are building rocket ships, space stations and bunkers. Meantime, superciliously, Trump wants a rebrand for AI, which has hit a rough patch with the hoi poloi. He would rather we say “super intelligence,” when describing the commodification of metadata, machine learning, killing drones, large language models, ETFs, Flock camera arrays and other mass surveillance tools, and so on and on. The trick is to link the fiction of artificial personhood with speech with money under the pretense and pretext that that specific tri-partheid configuration constitutes the embodiment of fact, which naturally is truthful, or tantamount to it. Belief and all that goes into it dissolves into this sentient non-entity like sugar in coffee. This is the Beast, the golem, of the post-contemporary drift towards planetary cataclysm. The scheming crazies all fantasize a happy ending for only them and theirs, but the disastrous fix is in, and it’s an alchemical/metaphysical double-cross. The rot of excess gobbles the mirage of future returns, even as the fires, floods, hurricanes, pestilences, etc., decimate the beneficiary class, their properties and delicate, idealized Self-hood, which they wish to perpetuate indefinitely… [POOF] Suckers! I hate to be gloating and pessimistic simultaneously. Talking about those Masters of the Universe/War: They’re gonna get us all killed, and they apparently couldn’t care less, because in their addled brains they will live forever, as futuristic Pharaohs, sporting smart glasses and riding self-driving magic carpets to art fairs in Valhalla or Timbuktu, a hot babe cyborg on each regenerated haptic arm, flexing!

PLATES

The Pattern Series was created for the CONTENT Cycle, which I launched while an MFA student at Claremont Graduate University and continued to develop for a solo exhibition at Yarger|Strauss Contemporary in Beverly Hills in the late 2000s.

Autumn Returns

Poème d’Automne
by Langston Hughes
The autumn leaves
Are too heavy with color.
The slender trees
On the Vulcan Road
Are dressed in scarlet and gold
Like young courtesans
Waiting for their lovers.
But soon
The winter winds
Will strip their bodies bare
And then
The sharp, sleet-stung
Caresses of cold
Will be their only
Love.

Lula 44

Today is my beautiful wife Lauren’s birthday, and I painted this, inspired by her. I’m so grateful and fortunate to have a love like hers. We’ve shared a lot of years, joy and tears, traveled many miles and been blessed with a wonderful son. Here’s to another loop around the sun, to dear friends and family, and, God willing, one more day! — PJM

Orchard

The Orchard
9” x 12”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

[This (I believe) is my 9th post-stroke “Lefty” painting. Thanks to all of you who have shown support, which includes donations for art supplies, art purchases, encouraging messages and likes/clicks. So grateful! TBH, the arthritis makes the whole operation tough, but your love and positivity helps tremendously!]

Peace & Beauty

From Petaluma

PJM

Milan Miracle 1951

Milan Miracle [1951]
12” x 9”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

Lefty 8

Left Hand Painting, Monday Morning
9” x 12”
Ink on Paper
2026
$250

Posithetica Plus Five

Occupy 2021: POSITHETICA: The Final Art for Humans MEGAzine by Paul McLean

Five years ago [September 2021] I posted Posithetica on the Art for Humans nexus site, which was called Mystic Novad. In America alone, the Covid-19 pandemic had surpassed 47 million cases and claimed 700,000 lives. It was the 10th anniversary of Occupy Wall Street, in which I participated, as the co-organizer of Occupy with Art. It was also the 20th Anniversary of 9/11. I had devoted much of the decade [2011-21] to doctoral studies at the European Graduate School, a course I would finally abandon, for several reasons. In the studio, I was focused on the VyNIL Cycle of paintings. Concurrently, I was publishing a series of virtual exhibits and essays online, using several Web 2.0 platforms and the AFH constellation of sites.
The MEGAzine format evolved over two decades of distributing content on the Net, starting in the mid-90s. It became my preferred mode of multimedia exchange, often serving as a complement to IRL creative projects and a vehicle for critical writing on art, culture and much more. By the early 2020s the capture of the World Wide Web by Big Tech, its pervasive enshittification (Doctorow), reduced the online experience to addictive anti-social/-democratic doomscrolling, hot-takes, and the grotesquerie of the influencer phenomenon. Relentless and consumptive commercialization, part of a neo-fascist program of exploitation and extraction, attached directly to the industrial surveillance state, had basically strangled the early promise of a globally integrated Internet society. Posithetica is a bittersweet, book-length reflection on this era.
To revisit this material today is more poignant, as a stroke survivor, because it accentuates the realization that creative production is finite. I doubt I’ll ever be able again to devote the energy and resources such a massive project demands. Furthermore, my perspective on Occupy 2021/Posithetica is colored significantly by the accelerated unraveling of my beloved country’s democratic experiment, since the MEGAzine’s publication. In 2021, I remained hopeful that an effort like mine could reach a sufficient audience, gain traction and have positive impact. I suppose even today that still is true, because I follow the good works of New Models, Angelicism and Joshua Citarella/Do.Not.Research and others. It is my fervent appeal to you to take the time to read and explore Posithetica, though you might find it challenging — noting that I would be disappointed, if you weren’t challenged by it. After all, that was its purpose! And be so kind as to share it, because that is in keeping with the spirit in which it was composed.
Love,
PJM
September 2026

SELECTED PLATES

[For image info, follow the link to Occupy 2021/Posithetica, by clicking the cover illustration at top ^]

Gregor

GREGOR'S QUALITATIVE LEAP

One morning, when Gregor Samsa woke from troubled dreams, he found himself transformed in his bed into a horrible vermin. He lay on his armour-like back, and if he lifted his head a little he could see his brown belly, slightly domed and divided by arches into stiff sections. The bedding was hardly able to cover it and seemed ready to slide off any moment. His many legs, pitifully thin compared with the size of the rest of him, waved about helplessly as he looked.

“What’s happened to me?” he thought. It wasn’t a dream.

— Metamorphosis, by Franz Kafka [Translated by David Wyllie]

I think of the many occasions in life less important but by no means indifferent to me, when it was a question of making a choice. For although there is only one situation in which either/or has absolute significance, namely, when truth, righteousness and holiness are lined up on one side, and lust and base propensities and obscure passions and perdition on the other; yet, it is always important to choose rightly, even as between things which one may innocently choose, 'it is important to test oneself, lest some day one might have to beat a retreat to the point from which one started, and might have reason to thank God if one had to reproach oneself for nothing worse than a waste of time.

— “Equilibrium Between the Aesthetical and the Ethical in the Commposition of Personality;” from Either/Or by Søren Kierkegaard [Translated by Walter Lowrie]

Gregor straddles the Edge
at the Abyss, trembling
pebbles & shale shards "underfoot"
on the verge of leaping
or crawling back to the ledge
humiliated & forlorn
villagers below mocking his hump
bellowing "jump, jump!"
Gregor notices a tightrope
spanning the Void to cross --
obscured to those hecklers hurling
potatoes, thorny twigs & acorns
he spies his new body
on the other side, hanging
from a pine tree limb
"THIS IS A DREAM!" Gregor
shouts "ONLY DREAMING!"
& waves his thin insect limbs

Marjorie

MARJORIE
the tassel on your red beret
is almost the color of the sky,
the all blue of your eyes
like a newborns. your worn
overcoat loose on you, comfy.
I am straining to resurrect
the intricate details
of our encounter
with twin peaks: the return
streaming on the flatscreen
in the living room
was it El Capitan or Matterhorn?
were you English or French, or
Swiss? the jade broach, the bracelet
gold & rubies, a pearl necklace
& earrings — yes, I’m sure that’s right!
theres no secrets anymore, Marjorie
we have scrapbooks of captioned photos
instead, which is why we know
we shared rosti at a square table
in Zermatt at Alphitta… no — at Allalin
by the fireplace, in Saas-Fee, no —
chocolate cake in Oxford’s Grand Cafe…
we met was on the train from Prince,
clattering through tunnels, around bends
in the New River, en route to DC, Philly
NYC. Upon arrival, we disembarked,
never again to meet, except in my dream
on Labor Day eve, 2026, at 4:38 AM

Stricken Part 3D

D. A Reckoning

A quotation here of Gregory Sholette’s “Twelve notes on collectivism and dark matter,” prefaced by Agamben:
I
“As a set of rules that define the events of discourse, the archive is situated between Langue, as the system of construction of possible sentences––that is, of possibilities of speaking––and the corpus that unites the set of what has been said, the things actually uttered or written. The archive is thus the mass of the non-semantic inscribed in every meaningful discourse as a function of enunciation; it is the dark margin encircling and limiting every concrete act of speech.”
- Giorgio Agamben, Remnants of Auschwitz.
The Witness and the Archive, 144.

II
From every swipe of your plastic debit card to the surveillance of so-called public spaces, an administered collectivity hides everywhere in plain sight. Every ‘I’ conceals an involuntary “belongingness,” every gesture a statistic about your purchasing power, education level, and the market potential of your desire. Effectively we are collectivized already. The only question now is: should we accept this type of involuntarily, serialized collectivity, or actively seek another? This is not merely one strategy to ponder among others. is a fundamental issue at every level of lived experience today within what Giles Deleuze aptly termed the society of control.
— Notes on Dimensional Time [Dissertation Notes 2, part 1]

Face it. For at least half a century the visionary youth have tried valiantly to warn us, to save us, to show us another way. They have been incessantly mocked and, if they managed to persist, brutalized, for their trouble. Naively shouting alarms and naming names, so that the perpetrators of our demise could be rightly defamed, blamed and shamed. Their warnings were met with shrugs, or worse, turned back on them. The Kids identified the malaise, the extent to which liberty has conceded to control. By now, the story is to sad to tell again, because it’s been told and heard. The Occupy experience brought it home to me, finally.

Y’all had a chance.

The young prophets. I wonder if theirs are the souls of those snuffed out in the World Wars, or maybe of all the casualties, of humanity’s innumerable wars, massacres, executions, murders and suicides combined. Plus those felled by pestilence, plagues, starvation, neglect and the endless variety of Samsaric afflictions. Maybe the forgotten gods and the pillaged Earth have quite simply had enough. They’re fed up, pulling the plug, as it were. The clock’s ticking, no pressure. Our supply of second chances, do-overs, intercessions and whatnot are drying up, like the mighty Colorado, and the Salton Sea, or any puddle in the desert sun.

NOTES

Last night I painted my fifth Lefty painting, an ink/watercolor/coffee, loose and gestural, with a few splatters thrown in at the finish. The title, Evening Shadows Fall, comes from a song composed by JP for Par 3, the band of Keyes brothers and an O’Grady who were my posse, during the transition between ND and Jersey City/NYC in ’85-6. They formed the constellation into which my creative comet blazed and spun out. For months I intermittently appeared at the pad on Erie Street, feverishly adding layer upon multimedia layer to a massive 8’ x 24’ drop cloth backdrop for their gigs. The gang worked graveyard at the last gas station before the Holland Tunnel, the most frequently knocked over gas station in all of New Jersey. Par 3 played memorable shows at venues in the City like the Lone Star, which featured a huge fiberglass iguana by “Daddy-O” Bob Wade, whom I’d later meet in Santa Fe. My favorite performance was at Khyber Pass in Philly. The guys wore PJM FunkShunArt, and I did lights (all red) and sound, too — even though I hadn’t a clue how to do it. I recall a visit to the venerable Martin guitar factory, and hand painting with yellow, blue and red auto body paint a custom bass JP had built. The sound it made afterwards was positively Apocalyptic.

The frenetic unraveling of that summer defies chronological narration, probably due to my recent head trauma, and rapidly progressing alcoholic volatility. I careened from one mad situation to the next, increasingly ill-equipped to sort through options logically, to distinguish opportunity from dangerous trap. The Statue of Liberty portrait (on quarter-inch steel, framed with barbed wire and railroad ties), which initially was promising but devolved into a debacle, is a prime example. Another is the FunkShunArt deal I walked away from. I’ll spare you the details, for now, before saying that it required a few years’ sober perspective and effective sponsorship to untangle the mess, with the benefit of hindsight. That phase ended with my squeezed into a hatchback stuffed with luggage, escaping the Rotten Apple with PJ and his girlfriend to Wisconsin and more torrid episodes of ecstasy and deflation and/or debasement. …Geographic from there to South Bend, lightning-hit, road trip with Don, home briefly in very bad condition, then off to Colorado and a pleasant visit to the Keyes family home next to Red Rocks. The Keyes were so kind, my first legit collectors.

I hitched a ride with brother Mike Keyes, who dropped me off in Trinidad, where I had my first bowl of delicious chile rojo, which I did not recognize as chile at all. From there I crossed the border into New Mexico, and spent a few days in a desolate motel, making a set of acrylic and ink paintings on 18” x 12” CS1 paper, pressing two sheets together while the base coat was wet and pulling them apart, a technique I have returned to, more than once. I had a suitcase and a briefcase, containing two pairs of jeans, white tees and jockey briefs, shit-stomper boots, a handful of socks, a black leather Overland Sheepskin leather jacket, RayBan Wayfarers, a big handgun and fifty rounds, a bottle of jack, a journal and a paltry few art supplies, one of dad’s credit cards (which I would abuse) and a few hundred dollars in cash and traveller’s checks.

I boarded a bus for the City Different, where I planned to paint a quadriptych masterpiece called “Man” in the dimensional ratios of the Golden Rectangle. When completed I would donate it to the Chicago Museum of Contemporary Art, thereby launching my excellent fantasy art career to great notices and wide acclaim. Of course it did not quite turn out like that, though my contention to my dad, that I was pursuing a practically superior professional route instead of entering grad school — that I would be paid to learn — turned out to be true, over the next decade! Unfortunately, my insanity voided every good idea and supplanted it with serial ever-worse obnoxiousness.

[Mike Keyes mugging with early original PJM paintings from the Trinidad/Raton series, with letter on FunkShunArt stationery, ca. 1986]

…Time-traveling to the present day, Mike Keyes’ wife Diana shared unprompted several candid snapshots of Mike mugging for the phone camera with two of those early PJM artworks, including an exceedingly rare piece from the Raton series. Which I suppose was the catalyst for our looping back to that fateful summer of ’86.

On another thread, I came across Brent Stewart’s short 8mm film for DDDD’s Sirens + Conflagrations installation project at Cheekwood Museum in Nashville, in the short-lived Frist-funded contemporary art stables conversion. The piece featured the amazing ballerina Nicole Koenig as the Siren, an incredible original musical composition by Sharon Gilchrist with vocals by the superb Rebecca Stout and post-/production by vaunted AV house Ground Zero on Music Row and East Nashville’s legendary Woodbine Studio’s Bob Solomon! WOW! We were COOKING! The Sirens theme in our first major DDDD project dovetails nicely with our current revenant myth Ulysses content seam…

Original David Lynch script, Lost Highways

Finally, in the background, I’ve been bouncing from David Lynch movie and TV projects through a few notable non-sequitur media and cinematic detours. In the DL Universe, I am rewatching episodes of the original Twin Peaks (first season) and TP: The Return; and have been watching Wild at Heart about twenty minutes at a time. …Shocking, sexy, bizarre, stupefying and utterly eccentric, these programs can be tough to watch. They are, in one respect, in 2026, out of synch with everything else on Roku. Yet, I find them to be strangely, hilariously funny at times, even if the humor is awkward or queasy. Indeed, I think Lynch’s achievements are all the more impressive when factoring in the nebulous criteria for American artistic greatness. He’s a giant, compared to what, or whom? [Again, the evaluation must acknowledge that today’s Hollywood is a hollowed out shell and shadow its former iterations, an industrial wasteland. The romance is long gone, and screen idols are mostly CGI-enhanced fabrications.]

…And how about that glorious ethereal Lynchian muse Agent Tammy/Chystabell! I Tracked down “Bird of Flames,”an absolutely spellbinding music video DL made with her (directed by Chel White), which I’ll share here. The dreaminess echoes both the otherworldly red-curtain/black & white floor scenes and the tres-cool club-music performances in Peaks and a bunch of the films. Lynch was so coy about his mystery mind, but overt about the instinctual or animal forces lurking in the shadows of his visionary imagination. Seriously, I keep wondering, What does it all mean? For instance: What is the Log Lady, and, more precisely, why is she? Who knows? —now that the irascible artist and auteur is gone beyond, I don’t expect or even want a recursive answer. I do value authorial ambivalence, and dodging lowest-common-denominator critique. DL embraces the contradictions that proliferate in the American culture wherein his complex, convoluted and unconventional stories are situated…Am I wrong to suggest the oeuvre is mostly apolitical?

Speaking of politics and disturbing film, a Stricken honorable mention goes to Scorcese’s Taxi Driver, whose final furious sequence still hits like a ton of blood-soaked lead cinderblocks. The opening and closing sequences are breathtaking, with the saturated colors, choppy cuts, abstracting of time and structure, a brilliant example of dimensionist filmmaking. The soundtrack complements the visuals effectively, conforming emotionally with the story. Biddle’s flirtation with assassination and incremental descent into street violence and vigilantism tracks with the increasingly dangerous status quo for the country’s political discourse. Again, the health of the free speech environment determines whether or not representative democracy functions as such, or fails. Add on the corruption attaching to unfettered moneyed investment in molding opinion/consent, and the subversion of meaning accomplished through virtual influencing campaigns. Informed citizenship is instead deformed and in effect negated. How else to explain that on a range of issues most important to voters, their representative repeatedly fail to legislate on behalf of their constituencies? And how much longer before Luigis organize to act (which of course explains the vast expansion of America’s security, enforcement, surveillance and prison apparatus, in service of the authoritarian, oligarchic elites and the monopolization of the means to justify this through mass media)?

Ideas surrender to weaponized ideology, which ultimately concedes to impulsive command and control. Beyond this, as a society barely recognizable as such, spectacle — military parades, sporting events or concerts in coliseums, rallies and revivals — codifies and consolidates elite power. Trump’s vain obsessions with monumentalizing and spraying his name across the Capitol (and everywhere) is simply an extension of lifelong approach in real estate and product branding. In his worldview, even the signature must be run more like a business. His cronies get the joke, since one of the linchpins in rigging the system is cleverly hiding operational intent and action from scrutiny and accountability. Ruthless and anti-democratic management practices are usually offset by squeaky clean CSR public-facing appearances. POTUS 45/47 breaks the rules, which tickles his base, and amuses the superrich, who despise everyone, more or less, but themselves.

Which brings me to the question of passion. Last week, I sniffed around Cassavetes, whom I admire tremendously for his well-documented, seemingly boundless passions, but I couldn’t manage more than a few minutes in any of several of his classic films, for some reason. The booze, cigarettes, flawed characters, jittery camera work, lightly scripted dialogue I’ve previously found charming, are too depressing and not at all entertaining in 2026. Decades after the fact, it’s a drag to think about how thoroughly the aspirations of the bottom-up creative class has been oppressed and undermined by the greed and predatory menace of their overlords, who are suspicious of anything other than safe, sanitized and decontextualized content.

So, shout-out to Welles (Touch of Evil), Sophia Loren and Marcello Mastroianni (Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow), and Jarmusch again (Night on Earth), and all those who insist on straining against the superimposed boundaries of conformity, complicity and convention. The perils are no joke. And that brought to my mind a recognition of the immense power of the content platforms to systematically render unfavored intellectual property irrelevant, inaccessible, to disappear it essentially, to erase it. To shape history. Not in the clumsy, brutish, clownish ways of the Trump administration (see Smithsonian, et al.), but in the manner of best corporate practices, as conducted by the contractor scrubbers who have flourished in the private sector since the 80s. The sector has on a ridiculously truncated timeline radically improved its capabilities, thanks to an outrageously huge inundation of dark money and assets, the fascistic blending of public and private intel technology, and the massive wetware buildup necessary for all-level implementation.

Weird revelation: old movies feel more real than most of “reality” these days; once it’s in the can, it’s a wrap, except for the rare director’s cut. My neurodivergent mind struggles to grasp the shift in the visionary, virtual topology, at the borders of perception and interpretation. Which brings us round again to Constant Dullaart. A visit to his website and review of his latest AI-powered projects impressed and disconcerted in equal measure. His trolling of Adam Curtis in the Patina Machine series of videos reminded me of my circa Y2K fascination with photographic artifacts, digitized specks, scratches and splatters, pixelization and other intended imperfections I thought would humanize or warm the cold 01 mediums. Dullaart reverse engineers the anthropomorphizing of the machine to grease its unreal wheels and burn the uncanny bridges of hyper-normalization in the process/-ing of our imaginary commons.

PLATES

AFH Beta Website Design (@2001-2)

[Notes from AFH Flickr]: A second beta test, with much more graphic, visual content-rich, image-heavy approach. I really loved this site design at the time. I forget why this one was scrapped. I think it was because I didn't like the navigation through image galleries, and didn't like the lo-res effects of pixillation on the artwork. The bandwidth/image size then was tiny compared to now. Fast was 56k. Super fast was T1 or -3.

Evening Shadows Fall

west winds rustle the leaves and grasses
— we, nestled, embrace by the oak tree
behind your father’s cottage, in autumn
chill & solemn mist, a sad hush about us
: before dawn, I’ll be leaving Killiechronan
for Oban & Tobermory to cross the ocean
to America… so wipe your eyes, hold me
close — sure, I’ll be writing every chance
I get & I’ll send for you from Boston or
Carolina as soon as there’s work… we’ll
dance across the threshold of our new
house made of good wood and brick
a fire in the hearth to keep the babies
warm, meatty stew & milk… Draw down
for now your veil and shawl, for all those
prayers will be answered by springtime
set aside those fears for our future
of dreams, a new world, a new life;
your poor mother’s prayers answered
to the West & freedom by our own hand
[& God’s]